annoyance.

i think people have been forgetting lately what the word considerate really means. enough of the games, the acts of innocence, and especially the excuses, because they don’t cut it anymore. if you’re an adult, you should be smart enough to think of all the consequences and rewards before making a decision. if you were thinking of the people you care about, you would know that when someone tells you that “they don’t care” or “that they’re okay” with what you’re doing, then they really don’t mean that all, but the complete opposite. it would be nice once in a while, if some people would stop acting selfish and just think about the people around them. they have feelings too. i’m not saying that one shouldn’t think of themselves completely, but it’s good to be aware of your surroundings.

Sometimes, having so much free time with nothing to do can be a bad thing. It causes you to think about the little things that you’ve missed in the past.

Nothing lasts forever

6 more days until school starts again. 4 days until I go back to Gainesville. Doesn’t seem long, does it? The days are going by so quickly now & I don’t want it too. I just wanna sit out by the beach, with a drink (non alcoholic) in my hand, the people I care about around me, & me just soaking up the sun. But all good things come to end, why not make it enjoyable while it still lasts.

My summer vacation bucket list:

1. Try to reconcile my relationship with my best friend (er…I guess ex)

2. Cook my grandma an amazing breakfast since I won’t be here on mother’s day

3. Visit my mommy before I leave

4. Get my iphone4!

5. Chill with my Jacksonville friends while I’m here

6. Go to a club in jax, can’t believe I still haven’t been

7. Lay out on the beach & actually tan (not burn)

8. Have a memorable night.

Let’s do this!

I wish…

I could turn back time and redo everything. From the beginning of the semester to now, there are things that could be different. Maybe I wouldn’t be feeling this crappy if I did that.

CASA 2011-2012 Family <3

This year has been an incredible journey & I can honestly say a lot of it has been because of CASA. I never would have thought I would be as close to these amazing people as I am now, and I’m truly grateful that I had the opportunity to make it happen. For the incoming board, I hope you get to experience all the warmth, passion, & love for this organization that we’ve all had, & may you all grow as not only leaders but as people as well. I’m so excited to see CASA do big things & I know that we were just a small stepping stone to achieving that. I’m going to miss officer meetings every Monday at 8pm, Rachel’s yelling when someone was late, my co’s overly loud but contagious laugh, & all those great memories. Just because this year is over for us as officers, doesn’t mean it’s over for us as a family. I love each & every one of you & when I look back during my graduation, I know CASA will be one of the first things I will say that I was happy to be a part of. Here’s to an unforgettable year with the most CASAwesome people I know <3

4.17.12

Today was such a good day. I got to see so many of my beautiful sisters on campus & that never happens! Seeing them always brings a smile on my face :) then I came home from shopping with my little, big boobs Shanique & jcuddlybearkwong to Korean BBQ with my roomies & angel! Haven’t had that in a while hehe. Then just bonding with my roomies to catch phrase & getting a phone call with some great news. This week just gets better & better, what will tomorrow have in store for me?

when you work hard for something, the end result is always worth it. From 6am practices every morning to 8-11PM practices every night, this was such a great way to end the semester off with my oh so swagalicious sisters of UFaKDPhi :) FIRST PLACE AT THE 2012 APIA UNITY MIXER STROLL COMPETITION! & shout out to UFPDPsi for 1st in the boys competition also! 

We are the aKDPhi Rollercoasters <3

Just a thought.

It’s funny how my number one priority in the beginning of my sophomore year is slowly becoming my last. And it really shows. Makes me a bit sad but sometimes you just have to move on to bigger & better things.

Words of love.

I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I’ll always be here for you. When you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. When you want to scream, I’ll listen. When you want to just stay in silence, I’ll be there with open arms. I cant guarantee that I can make your pain go away, but I can guarantee that you won’t be alone. I pray for you always, & I’ll always love you <3